Dear Diary



First entry

I decided to keep a journal, so much is going on at the moment i kinda cant keep up.
What do i even write? Where to start....
Ok so today Shawnee and Daniel we caught making out, and got detention, and because Aoda and i laughed at them we also got to sit in with them for detention......Dad is pissed...
So current mood is " going into stealth mode to keep away from pops"
Syn is being a total bitch about chores and didn't do the washing so i did the washing, which on a good note Dad was happy again ...until Daniel mentioned Aoda...
Something i noticed is Shawnee and Aoda keep passing notes ...hmm
*note to self - ask Daniel whats going on?
I will write some more if i think of anything...kinda lame first entry...but i promised Sebby i would help him with his homework.
11.27pm almost midnight....
I asked Daniel if he noticed the note exchange he just laughed and said "talk to Aoda" ....no way am i asking him..
I'm tired
So this is it a Dear Diary is born, just to show me in 20 years time how boring i was .....



Something Fishy Going On
Today, Daniel said in front of Aoda " Echo wants to know about the notes"  i have never been so embarrassed, but when i did manage to look at Aoda i noticed he was blushing like mad and couldn't look at me....i went to class i wanted no part in what ever their doing.
Was an ok day up until 2pm when Daniel brought Shawnee who then also brought Aoda home....Dad is going to love this.
I have been busying myself tutoring Sebby, but then Aoda came into the pool room and started working out .....
OH COME ON!!!
He was shirtless and had these pants on that were really low, he has these amazing veins that go down to his groin...omg i was killing myself slowly, then Sebby started yelling at me and i snapped out of it and realized by now Dad and Mum were also standing there staring at me watching Aoda....
I'M DEAD
Dad basically said to Aoda " I'm sure the gym is open down the street or you could jog your ass home" .....



Shawnee and Daniel are pissed they are going to miss out on Prom,  Since they Graduate before it...I'm not going to Prom either.
Today i went shopping for Shawnee's Present.
Daniel said he was going to wait for Aoda and Me to Graduate then we could all go to Uni together...yeah like Dad will let that happen!?
At lunch time i was with Daniel and Shawnee and Aoda came over and sat beside me...i died. He asked me if i was going to Prom, i said nope he kinda looked away i asked if he was going he said nope....awkward ...Daniel and Shawnee just sat there looking at us.
Aoda walked me home tonight, he held my hand, the whole way until we got to Rosebud Lane ofc ...in case Dad see's him ...
I'm laying in bed listening to K-Flay, make me fade....I should go help Mum with Dinner.



Today was Shawnee's Birthday.
Dad said we could have a party at the beach house, it was amazing night.
Yes Aoda was there, we sat on the dock and just watched the stars together...and Dad didn't say nothing......
We went diving together with Daniel and Shawnee, who disappeared together in a cave ......
Then we had Dinner all together, Shawnee is really apart of this Family now so it seems, i'm happy for Daniel he found someone who completes him.
we decided to camp out in tents
i actually have School in the morning so i'm going to sleep



Today i went shopping and bought Daniel a Birthday present.
Syn moved out with Ryou.
Dad got a promotion at work.
Mum is fighting with Dad, he wants another Baby and she wants a Vacation.
We got a new Kitten, his name is Hairy Ass.
Today i had lunch alone with Daniel and Aoda, it felt weird not seeing Shawnee next to Daniel.
Exam tomorrow so i sleep now.



Today is Daniels Birthday, were having a party at home, something quiet since we are also having Grad Party tomorrow night..
Daniel was pissed today he couldn't understand how he had to do the Exam but wasn't returning to school since he was Graduating..he did the Exam.
I think i did ok.....
School is almost finished for us all except poor Sebby. Aoda's Birthday is in 3 days time and my birthday is in 5 days time.
Then i guess its time to think about Uni....
Dad said yes to going to Uni all together on one condition Daniel and i move in together ...alone no Aoda ...and Shawnee and Aoda move into their own house.
We all agreed!
Now time for me to focus on Graduating Valedictorian.



BIG RANT
Aoda Kobayashi....I never thought i would say this but i think it's beyond crushing! IDK maybe its teen hormones....BUT....Dad is like oh hell no, Jason is like Facials and fashion before boyfriends, Asa is like ill bury him, Ethan is like who's Aoda? *insert not amused face* Jamie said its my life to ruin.....Finn and Daniel are the only ones who say " go for it" AND all i said is i LIKE Aoda ....Hate to know what they would think and say if i said LOVED, but dinner was ruined, i got lectured like a child..and excused my self ...But i am so hungry *cries*
Anyways ...i think i noticed my feelings today.
 I went to Shawnee and Daniels Graduation, Everyone was walking in pairs and i was standing there like a tree....Aoda came over and grabbed my hand and we walked in together. During the Grad Party Aoda and i went into the pool house, Aoda kinda leaned over and i seriously thought he was going to kiss me but he winked and got up and walked out .....so confused......and i was really left there thinking "what the fuck was that?"
I went into the studio, and sat with Daniel and Shawnee....actually i pecker blocked Shawnee i think .....But i told them i was confused, Shawnee sighed at me, he said "everyone knows it but you two" then Daniel whispered in my ear "Aoda has been trying to ask if you want to go to prom with him, but he is shy"  Shawnee chuckled and said " nah i think scared, of Clumsy and Asa"
I'm more confused now..anyways i have that project due tomorrow i need to sleep...but Aoda is downstairs...Nope im going to bed
Prom tomorrow night .....ok brb
I just went downstairs and asked Aoda did he change his mind and decide to go to Prom? he said " only if you go with me" without realizing who else was in the room ..i kissed Aoda's cheek and said "ofc i would go with him"  i turned around and smacked right into Dad who heard everything.......Aoda was like stuttering  "...C..Clumsy can i t..ake Echo to the Prom?"  i almost wanted to laugh cuz seriously Hairy Ass has more go in him than Dad...But Dad shocked everyone cuz he said yes!!
DIES






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